This is probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. I see all of the support and I am so thankful for my fans, friends and family who are helping me through this difficult time.

 

I am trying not to read all the different media reports but it’s hard not to see all the negative ones. First and foremost, I married for love. I can’t believe I even have to defend this. I would not have spent so much time on something just for a TV show! I share so much of my life on a reality show, that contemplating whether to even film my wedding was a tough decision to make, and maybe it turned out to not be the smartest decision. But it’s who I am! We filmed Kourtney giving birth, Khloe getting married, break ups, make ups, our best moments and our worst moments. These were all real moments. That’s what makes us who we are. We share, we give, we love and we are open!

 

Everyone that knows me knows that I’m a hopeless romantic! I love with all of my heart and soul. I want a family and babies and a real life so badly that maybe I rushed in to something too soon. I believed in love and the dream of what I wanted so badly. I felt like I was on a fast roller coaster and couldn’t get off when now I know I probably should have. I got caught up with the hoopla and the filming of the TV show that when I probably should have ended my relationship, I didn’t know how to and didn’t want to disappoint a lot of people.

 

I’m being honest here and I hope you respect my courage because this isn’t easy to go through. But I do know that I have to follow my heart. I never had the intention of hurting anybody and I accept full responsibility for my actions and decisions, and for taking everyone on this journey with me. It just didn’t turn out to be the fairy tale I had so badly hoped for.

 

There are also reports that I made millions of dollars off of the wedding. These reports are simply not true and it makes me so sad to have to even clarify this. I’m so grateful to everyone who took the time to come to my wedding and I’ll be donating the money for all the gifts to the Dream Foundation.

 

I’m sorry if I have hurt anyone, but my dad always told me to follow my heart and I believe now that I really am.

Comments 4,526

  1. I support your heart I truly do, but marriage is like really important….Same-sex couples who value this are devastated to know that you were able to just change your mind yet many of my LBGTQ friends who long for marriage, are unable to get married. Marriage is a covenant of love and for you to so easily slip in and out of it makes me really disturbed…. Glad you figured your life out now but you really have hurt someone else…and all PUBLICLY…

  2. You are so strong and brave ! love you so much <3 I will support you forever ! :)

  3. I love you kimmy and all but i don’t know that divorce is the way forward…You and Kris are just too good and cute together and i don’t think getting married was a mistake either..I think you guys can still sit down and talk all this through because it is to obvious that you are both still in love with each other…It can still work please Kimmy just don’t resort to divorce it’s never the way forward and if you still go through with the divorce i’ll still support you and have your back a hundred percent….xo

  4. one question…how can you say you didn’t earn any money off of the wedding? You are part of a reality show that pays you per episode right? why would airing your wedding be any different? did you give E! the rights for free? Of course you didn’t! so you got paid for showing your wedding. ALSO did you just let people publish your wedding pictures for free? Of course you didnt! so you got paid for that. ALSO did you just let people publish your engagement pictures? Of course NOT. What about the bridal shower? ok…you get the point….you earned money off your wedding whether or not it was for real or a joke. so DON’T LIE.

  5. Dear Kim, pardon typos and such I am posting from my cell…however, to me it seems like you are taking an easy way out…you can see in your eyes that you do love him and yes although you rushed it it seems as though you also quickly expected a fairy tale perfect life to go exactly how you wanted…they say the first year of marriage is the hardest and its true! You arent even giving it a chance to work out…and its sad for you such a hard working person as you show to be on the show to so quickly give up and quit…you didnt take the vows that long ago so you shouldnt have already forgotten them…theres the part that says for better or worse, sickness and health…did you falsely accept that? Are you really trying to say you just got caught up? Because thats a pretty huge thing to get so caught up in! Marriage is not taken serious these days…i believe a judge should make you stay married just like on that “what happens in vegas movie” … give yourself a chance to remember why you even accepted his proposal to start with! And remember that marriage is work just like all the other things you do! Give and take! If me and many other women can take the hard life as a military spouse and be ok theres no reason you cant try! Put your divorce on hold..keep the media out of your marriage and give it a chance to turn into the dream you and him wanted!

    • i agree with you !

    • I agree, I think that you and Kris need time away from the camera’s and really see if this is a relationship that you want. You have always worked so hard for everything that you have accomplished in life. To me and a lot of other people it seems as if you are just giving up and walking away with out even trying (weak). Marriage is not always easy and even for people of your stature, but if you can honestly say that you ever loved him then you need to work at it. Girls look up to you, and what do you think you are showing them? ” OH WHEN THE TOUGH GET GOIN YOU WALK” no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That’s not a good role model. I’m sure that your mom and dad and even your mom and Bruce have had there share of problems. Maybe even thought about calling it quits, but you have to love someone stong enough to work through them.But then again maybe it comes down to the fact that you never loved Kris?

  6. dont worryu Kimmie your fans, friends and family will always love and support you!xxxx

  7. Kim, You are human just like the rest of us. you go through moments just like everyone else does, you have good days and you have bad days. you even have to make decisions that can change your life just like we do. thankfully you have a family that supports you and ultimately that is what makes you stronger, those are the people that help you realize that life isn’t easy but that life moves on and they will ALWAYS be there for you. My family is just as close as yours and that is how i know you can get through this difficult time in your life! my family jokes that we may just be the mexican version of the Kardashians, family, at the end of the day, is stuck with you. they are going to be there when you need them the most. stick close by them right now, and they will know exactly what to do and say to make you feel better, time heals all wounds! best wishes! <3

    Des!

  8. Just hope the best for you!.. glad you’re following your heart and many good this will come after!

  9. Sending you my unconditional love and support! Stay strong Kimmie! I LOVE YOU!

  10. we love you kim and we support you 1000% you should always follow your heart and never listen to the haters be strong beautiful remember the fans will always love you ♥♥♥♥ Xxx

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